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Woo. HeyHos. So how's weekend? Hahahaha, Omg. So random. (or not) Yeah, I'm so bored... Just repeating David Choi's By My Side song over and over again.. *sobs* so sad uh. Yeah, I want his album so badly~~ Do they sell it in Singapore? I guess not. Actually I can buy it through internet, but need to use nets and stuffs like that. Ugh. I have so many stuffs I want. Maybe I should... make a wishlist like Pat. Hehehehe, *grins* So, 'Down With Love' drama just finished yesterday. It's weird... And, Yang Duo's hair extention(or whatever its called) , is nice(: It's like jump till 6 years later, and they all get together, have a child bla bla. Well, overall the drama is nice. Heh.
So yesterday I was like so bored at home. Woke up in the morning, bath-ed , ate breakfast, play computer till my mum ask me to go out and buy food. So yeah, then ate and play computer again... Talk to my sis about albums she wanna buy, we plan to go to cathay or somewhere there to buy CDs ><; She want to buy Chris Brown's the exclusive thingy.. They say its clearance sale but its still expensive, $23... I want to see SUJU's.. the 3rd album. Ahh~ And if possible, David Choi's.
Ya ya ya ya ya, WYS. (whatever you say) So yeah, watched 18 Censored or not on YT.. It's funny. Heh, but started from episode 11 , Eeee, I guess you don't want to know. Nevermind. Bye. I'm just going to continue watching.
And yeah, will not be in Singapore from 1 June^^ Until 24th June. Hehehe, I guess I'll miss the class outing. Ah, W.eff (Whateff/WhatEver), I don't want to go anyways, cos' it's BBQ. I wanna go Theme Park! Feel like riding Roller Coaster :/
So SO , peace. BB~~
By my Side, David Choi... (:
I'm just listening to the clock go ticking,
I am waiting as the time goes by.
I think of you with every breath I take,
I need to feel your heartbeat next to mine.
You're all I see, in everything.
I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.
All the fears you feel inside,
and all the tears you cry,
they're ending right here.
I'll heal your heart and soul;
I'll keep you all so close.
Don't worry; I'll never let you go.
You're all I need, you're everything.
I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.
No one else will ever do.
I got a stubborn heart for you.
Call me crazy, but its true; I love you.
I didn't think that it would be,
you have made it clear to me.
You're all I need.
I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.
*sobs* ..... TT_____TT
The last 2 days...
Heyoo. Didn't post for 2 days, yeah. It'd been a busy 2 days. Heh, on thursday, 27 May.
In school, it was fine. Cleaned the Home Econ room. The stove was so rusty, wow. It's like so dirty. I mopped the floor, and when I came back its all dirty again. So I gave up on it.
Oh yea, and way before that, in the morning. Had 2 hours talk by the principal. At first he talked about attitude, and stuffs like that. About 2 girls in De Yi sec school got injured because of piercing.. Yeah. So after talking about those stuffs for like 67 minutes.. He went through the results. Sigh, 1E3 got the lowest. And, for Literature. Our class only has 30% passes. WTH right. Yeah I know. I failed too. Not to blame Mr.Keh, but ofcourse.. I don't really understand what he was teaching about Since we were his form class, he had to do alot of admin works.. Yeah, and times were spent like that. Hmm, I also didn't study hard enough for it. And. 1E1 only has 42% passes.... And Mr.Keh taught them too. I don't know why they got low marks... But 1E1 mostly get 90 ~ 100% passes. Argh. Anyways..
After school then , Fat , Shah , Pat and I went to Pat's house. watched 'Hostel 2006' M18... Woo. Guys don't watch it if you're under 18. But it's cool.. (: The story was hahaha, weird...? I guess the director should like, put in more details in some of the scenes. Yeah, then after that we went to her room and play her laptop. She went to the class blog. Oh god, she freaking change the blogskin. Seriously, I prefer the previous skin.... :/ So then my day is ruined and I went home with Shamira...
So yep. That's the end of day.
Yesterday, Friday 28 May.. Woke up at 8 in the morning, Then listen to songs for 30 minutes... Bathe-d and pack bla bla. Went out of my house at 10.35. Took MRT to SengKang. Didn't see shamira so went to the library, it was closed so I just return books. Called Shamira, she ask me to wait till her dad went out. Waited for 1 hours. Went to eat then, Went back and call her, still haven't go out yet.. It was like 1.40 ++ I went around Compass point. Probably people think I'm mad or something > <; Then went to Mini toons, Comic connection, Popular etc. Went back to the bus int and sit down to wait.. Waited till 3. She called me and ask her to go to her house =__=; My handphone had no prepaid then... lucky I got 10 free sms... Yeah, that wasn't the worst part. I went to her house. Roshin then followed us to watch movie. Sigh, they were like fighting.. Roshin act quite like Shah. Hehehe, I know Shah, you will say that it's totally not the same not even a little bit similar. But you can't see yourself... right? So so so, then took MRT to douby Ghaut (?) Went to PS and walked to Cathay. UGH. It was like already freaking 4.45 and the movie started. We missed it. So I smsed my mom whether I can go and watch the 6.30 one... Not allowed, that's the worst part. So I got so fed up I begged Shamira to at least cross the road with me since theres no zebra crossing. Yeah so Shah was like so tired and Roshin 'volunteered'. Halfway at the elavator, she asked me for $3 cos' later her mom finds out she's dead. Bla bla bla. She's even more scarier than Shah. OMG. Yeah then I gave her my mentos(es) *sigh* Then she was like, okay you cross the road yourself, I'm going back, Yeah Then I gave her a dollar and she cross the road with me ==; Then she went to cold storage and bought little stuffs with 1 dollars.. I guess. I went home, got scolded by my Mum. AAh, so frustrating. She didn't even know what really happen. I won't get kidnapped by her durh. So yeah, arrived home at like... 6.20?
Well, I wouldn't say that I regretted going out. I didn't go home while waiting for Shah cos' I didn't want to be at home. I'm probably gonna be ask to clean the room and stuffs like that. Sigh, so yeah.. today can't go out.. ): Got scolded yesterday rmb?
Yep yep. Then I wrote it in my new frustration book. And my one month diary about it ^^
And, yeah lastly. HUMAN BEINGS WHO WANT TO CHANGE THE CLASS BLOGSKIN, PLEASE MAKE A POST AND GIVE THE LINK OF THE WEBSITE. DON'T JUST CHANGE IT AND SAY YOU GOT MY PERMISSION. BABO. :/
Peace yea. Happy holidays. I don't know whether I should be sad or happy. Well, maybe more of happy? Cos I really don't feel like going to school and meet you people. > <;
BB *peace*
The Past and Present. Thanks for both.
Oh wee. I'm like so bored right now. Well, not exactly. I re-read my whole posts.. Yep. all 169 of them.
Just realised that time flies by faster than I thought.. From the first time I came to Greendale. Regretting and blaming myself for choosing this school until now, enjoying myself like I never did before. *sigh* happy memories in primary school... Lots of them. Now that we are separated from each other. We seldom keep in touch. Even with the best friends that I used to stick real close with.. Maybe like once a week, or more, or maybe even none, we chatted/called/facebook-ed each other. Yeah, I missed primary school, like.. lots. Having to learn new things together as a class, laughing together, enjoy times together, celebrate together, and even cry together. It hurts separating with them. I can't feel it during Graduation day. After the first day in Greendale memories just flashes back. Ugh, I know it's kinda late, I never said I love East View, my form class, 3.3, 4.2, 5.2...and my precious 6.2. My form teacher, Mdm.Wong. I used to dislike her, the way she teach me mathematics.. Those hateful memories disappeared. Looking at my new teachers in school, I'd rather be back in EV. Not saying that in Sec school is not good, some teachers are just.. the way they teach, is totally different. I'm not brave enough to talk to them and tell them that i don't understand. Maybe I will someday. When I get used to it. Uhh, I miss my friends ): When I first came to Greendale, I totally knew no one. Thanks to Shah, who smiled at me for the first time. Made me feel that I'm accepted. Then I started hanging out with Esther.. Because of the camp. She's kinda lonely as well. Haha. Yeah, days later, when we started studying as a class. I got to know more of them.. Started talking with Patricia. And hangs out with her almost all the time. She use to go together with Lydia, Fatin and some other. Weeks then, we started getting to know each other more. It felt like we were all long lost friends.. Then I got my nickname 'Kiwi'. Haha, nice memories. Eventhough we fought sometimes. We're still back together till now right? Even if some of you changed. Well, everyone changes. We can't change it. Even if we can, that's life. It's the fact of life. Thanks for being my friend. I know I may seem bad at times. You understands and helped me. You listened to my problems. Sometimes stay with me and listen. The heart-to-heart talks we used to have together. Thank YOU. (Yeah, for those who felt that way, for me...) The past and presents, let's just forget the bad things that happened to us. The pasts and presents, Thanks for both. Without you, it won't happen..
Ouwwhh, getting emotional. Well, I guess I should like stop here. My sister also wants to use the computer anyways.
~End. (: Love EV & GDL~ forever stays with me, for life^^
-Written @26May2010
Pissed. Result slips. :/
Woo. So yeah, HI. How's life? Hahaha.
Yep. Today was awesome, and not. Did icons for YOG stuffs. Did Rowing. Ugh, it was weird. Should have done better.. Then we watched Akeelah and the bee for about.. 20 minutes or so. Didn't finish it and went to class.
Teacher then collect some stuffs and discuss things like class outing etc, And at the last period, we finally got out report slip back. Sigh, I just felt more disappointed then I did when I got back my results (SA1 result).
Argh, I'm just super fed up that I got B4 for Art. And B3 for D&T. And guess what? Sharra got first in class. Cos' of her freaking ART and D&T and Moral stuffs. Shucks , I'm so pissed off. She got like.. A2 for art, which she only drew a calculator and some maths design in it. What the hell kay, I wasted my damn time.. Even Pat who like.. didn't do the art work get 50 marks kay! Not to say that Sharra don't deserve it.. UGGHH. I guess you might think that I'm bad or something now....! *sigh* Calm down kel, think positive, she's your friend.. maybe she just did a "FABULOUS" researches and explanation and shit like that. SO FREAKING STUPID!! I'm like being so angry for no important reason.
UHHHHH~ I feel like crying, I feel like.. changing school to CHIJ Toa Payoh and meet Angel, talk to her and stuffs ): Okay. My result slip. :/ Weird I passed my Math. Only happy for Math results though.. Literature was.. super bad. F9. See? It only improved by 2 marks. > <; AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I'm being so evil right now. I hope tomorrow will be just fine. Don't wish to see 'her' I guess she'll just brag about her marks and shit like that.
So Shami!!! If you are reading this... You got lots of A's dude(well, woman)! Congrats(: And.. Get well soon, hope to see you in school tomorrow, 27May2010 lools. Oh wait, don't tell me you are going to your auntie something stuffs.. > <; Uh nevermind.
So,,,, finally teacher gave the class the password and email for class blog, Phew, see?? We freaking DID , ALLOWED to know the password. Who says we can't. Oh yeah. Whateff. She/He freaking did. Sigh, I might seem 'evil' or 'sadistic' or whatever things you want to say. I'm just not in a freaking good mood can'?!
Uh, so . Peace ~ *peace* KefellyFy.
Oh waitie~ did you realised that I'mnow writing my blog entries shorter and shorter each day? ^^ Woo. Oh wait, must I be happy about it? I guess so? Uh, Idk.
HAVE A NICE LIFE. HUMANS.
'I know what you did last summer' heh.heh.heh.
Woo, so didn't post for like.. 2 days? Idk.
So, yesterday we received our exam paper back.
Sigh, quite disappointing for Maths and Literature though..
Failed them ):
Literature 10/30
While math failed by two marks.
Ahhh~ Went home and got scolded > <;
But at least the other paper's result is better.
Geography get 64/100
Well, weird.. highest I know is Fatin, 67.
Our class's Geography isn't good eh.
Umm..
English Compo get 18/30.
Situational Writing get 18/30
English paper 2 get 38/50.
Woo. so it's like 74/110.
Convert to percentage is like... 67%
It's like improved by.. 1 mark.
Yeah so. Science got second in class, 62/80
A bit disappointed cos' I made seriously silly mistakes.
Gosh. Highest is Dexter, Willson Lim, JunYan, and one more guy .. 63/80
At least reached my goal, A1 ^^
Yep Yep. So this week in school will be a bit into Art.
Did NE poster this morning.
We were like given only one hour and we're expected to finish it.
Sigh, I understand the question wrongly and did about stuff like.. racial harmony(?)
Anyways, we will get back out report book tomorrow.
I don't know how I should feel.
Ugh, no parents teacher meeting, it sucks cos' I want to have one. I don't know why, just do.
So that's probably all for today?
Nothing really happened. Slacked after school.
Planning to go out on Saturday with Elodia and Angel.
Elodia is free but Angel not so sure yet ehs.
And me... I haven't ask Mom yet.
Hmm..
Oh yeah.
Watched 'I'll know what you did last summer' at Patricia's house yesterday.
It was M18 cos' they say it was violence.
Haha, the movie was so weird.
It's like about this group of people pranking a guy by scaring him.
And then the guy is like so stupid that he used his skateboard on top of a building and jump down.
So then about one year later he started killing the people.
Ugh, weird.
It's not even scary.
So then after watching finished, we went to sing 'karaoke' without microphones ><;
It's fun(:
So after that went out of her house at like 5.30...?
And walked to CP from her house.
Walked with Shamira, she left me halfway.
I thought I'll get lost there. The road is like totally different from where I used to walk at with Fatin and Banhong that day....
So today they both were absent.
What happen...? > <;
Yeah. Peace Out *peace*
KELLY~~~(:
wee wee part 4...???
Lets start with a tricky one, what's the real reason to why you're upset right now?
I didn't even say that I'm upset :/ Well, I'm just scared that I'll get a (huge) scolding next week.
Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone
Yep. My Mom. I guess... It was long time ago XD
Do you find it easy to trust others?
Not really..
What were you doing at 11pm last night?
Err, sleep?
Last cartoon you watched?
Sid Kid!
Where?
at Home durh.
What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?
Stare at the person real fierce. Write in my so called note book about my bad day. And then cry.
Are you happy with the way things are?
Not in the moment,
I bet you kissed in the past 24 hours, right?
No duh.
You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life, what is it?
Water :/
Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
Hmm, yes I guess.
Can you text quickly?
Sort of..?
Do you always answer your texts?
Yesh. But if it's too late then I don't.
Do you live with both your mom and dad?
Mom only....
Is anyone else in the room with you?
Yesh.
Are you happier now? Or were you happier 4 months ago?
4 months ago.
Why?
Cos' I made new friends.....?
Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?
Yeaaahh
In the past week, have you cried?
Yeah.
Do you have a weird nickname that has nothing to do with your actual name?
Hmm.. Kelly Potter..? Kellycommunication..? Taiwan..? Curry...? Jelly...? Kiwi...? Dunno. Have lots.
Do you eat slow?
Yes I guess XD
Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
Nope(:
Do you believe that there's good in everybody?
I guess yea.
Have you kissed anyone with a tattoo before?
Noeeesss.
What side of a heart do you draw first?
Dunno. Depends at the angle I'm drawing at.
It's 4 in the morning, your phone rings, who is it?
Guess it's my Mom waking me up if she's at Indo. But not usually 4 in the morning.
Do you feel guilty about something right now, if yes what?
Uh.
When was the last time you laughed so hard you couldn't breathe?
A few days back I guess.
Why?
Chun Hee dropped slipped and fall and disappear while playing ball with Family Outing XD *laughs*
Who's the last person you cried in front of?
My Mom.
What did you do yesterday?
Play computer...
Why aren't you with the person you fell hardest for?
Uh, he's an idol eeeks,
List seven people you can tell pretty much anything to?
I don't really have 7 people.. But, pretty much anything is Dionne. My sister, well it depends. Maybe Patricia, Shamira, or even my brother....?
What were you doing at midnight last night ?
Sleeping -____-
Have you ever gone a whole day without eating?
Yeaassh
What are your weekend plans?
Play computer. Post stuffs until it reached 20 so I can watch subbed videos at BigBang.net (:
What do you need to be doing right now?
Nothing really.
Do you like your phone?
Yeah.
Are you afraid of roller coasters?
Not that much.
Don't you hate it when people go through your phone?
Not really.
Have you ever met someone who is amazing?
Uhh, I don't know. Show Luo? HAHAHAH~~!!
Do you believe you should change for someone?
I don't know. Yes I guess.
Do you know anyone who has the same last name as you, that you aren’t related?
YEAH!
What are your initials?
K.S.T.D.N.L ...?
Name something you would NOT tolerate in a relationship?
Betrayal..?
Is green your favorite color?
Sort of. Olive green(:
Is there anyone you couldn't live without?
Yesh of course.
Woo. So no school for like.. 4 days straight. Actually I need to go for the SYF rehearsal ): I'm to lazy to. How?? I maybe not even able to go to the opening. I need to go back to Indo. UUUGGHHH. I need to tell teacher but don't know how. If she'll like, call me later today, Idk what to do ~~ Ask my Mom to say I can't come for the SYF cos' I need to go back to Indo. Gah, Idk..
okok anyways, I'm like super bored. Nothing to do, other than so called upgrade my Soshified account. Saw 'Show Luo' yesterday. Woo. I was like, 'OMG. It's Show LUO!!' Well, yeah. My sis is like pinching my face. She say it went red > <; The mall was like super crowded until we want to take the lift, but the lift was filled with so much people then we decided to go to use the escalator. Since it was crowded, we went the other way and then realised it was a wrong way. So went back again, took the another escalator.
Weew. It was cool though. Keekekeke, lots of Taiwan stars came the CS Mall (: F.I.R did, oh yeah I saw them in person that day after my CCA. I was like waiting at the traffic light to cross the road. Then suddenly this van the windows all black came. Security guards is like surrounding it. Then they started coming out one by one > <; I was like omg, it's a star. smsed Pat but I guess she don't know who they are XD And then Ip Man's brother came also. Ip man is Bruce Lee's teacher mind you. I didn't see him though.. And now Show Luo. Wow. Sadly Korean stars go to IMM *sigh*
Yep Yep. So, Justin Bieber was on Channel 5. He BROKE his VOICE~~! WOOHOO~~ *celebration* It's just abit 'deep' and husky though. Still good. I was like playing computer, then suddenly 'And I was like.. Baby baby baby...' I looked at the TV screen, I saw Justin Bieber. 'Ohmy GOD! Justin Bieber! It's Justin Bieber right?? Oh tell Patricia' Go to msn and tell Patricia XD After awhile she also said that she was watching him. Hahah.
Yeah so, I guess I won't be like.. posting Kstars news anymore > <;
Oh wow. People who's going to the SYF is like online now... Banhong and LyeTeng online, chatting w/ me somemore. Duh. "Oh hihihi! Tell me Lalala~~ Love Love Love! Everybody Clap clap clap!"
Ye Ye Ye so , *peace* BYE.
woo woo part 1?(:
Wee~ Finished all my exams already(: *yay!* Did literature today, It was weird. Sort of regretted not reading Alice in wonderland book (lols) Cos' I totally got stuck there. Why not like give the story of Jack and the beanstalk? >.<;
So yep. Today after school went to PP and ate KFC there. Ate with Pat and Shah.
Then went home. Nothing happened much though.
You know I won't just end here right? So yeah. Actually it's better for you not to read.
> <; Cos I'm frustrated since in school. I know the person might be reading this now but yeah. it's just so stupid kay. What's wrong with me ******* stuffs in ** ****!!! you even freaking ask me to *** * ***! It's ** **** right?! WTH kay'. Can't you like think of how I feel?! If I said that to you you will feel bad also right? That's what I call 'critisizing'! I have a feeling that you don't like me anymore. I know, ya, whatever. You'll say you don't care bla bla bla. You always be like *ahem!* *****s! *******s! ***s! Oh ya whatever. LOOK AT YOURSELF! you even ****** yourself! Say what! "******** ********"?! whatever whatever whatever. I don't care if you don't like me and stuff. You said *** **** ***** ** ****** ****** . ARGH. But no matter what I somehow, weirdly, will think that ***'** * **** ***** ** **. Hope you'll be better. HAVE A NICE LIFE *****.
NOTE: The *** doesn't mean bad words.
Kay' I'm still frustrated about it. >.<; It's better cos' I'm able to like, write it down here. This is my blog. I post stuffs that I want here. Not happy? Don't need to look. I didn't ask you to.
So yep. I want to do other stuffs eh. Probably will be posting lots of notes from facebook. hahaha, yah I'm bored. Ask me get a life? Get a life on your own first ,human.
PEACE out/in whatever you want^^
KELLY ~~~(:
Oh ya btw, a number I remembered. A guy inside the MRT said it. I seriously memorised it so much till I remember it even right now. Might be wrong eh,
96063551 kekekeke. Ah, I feel weird :S
wee wee part 3(:
As you can see I'm uber bored right now.
So yea......
You found out that you were going to be a parent, what would you do?
Freak out.
Do you currently have a crush on someone? Or any feelings at all?
Nope.
What would you do if you walked in on your best friend having sex?
i'll walk as quietly as possible, If possible, I'll shout 'Oh SHOOT!' then run(:
Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your bf/gf? I could forgive my best friend but not my bf. >:(
What do you miss most about the past?
Ugghh. Pri school life.):
Did you kiss anyone this summer?
No.
Are you listening to music right now?
Yeah.
Is any part of you sad at all?
Yesh.
Do you miss someone right now?
Not really. Wish to be alone.
Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
Nope.
Which friend of yours is most similar to you?
Dee Dee, I think. Mentally(: Well, except that she's way cleverer than me. Hohoho.
What would be the first thing you would do with 100,000 dollars?
Uhh, buy a double decker bed. kekekeke.
Can you commit to one person?
Commit what?
Are you a mean person?
Not really.
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
Nope.
How bad are heartbreaks?
Broken hearts lerrh. It's so bad that you'll need surgery :/
Has a guy ever let you wear his jacket?
Noo.
Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
Siblings. ;P
Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
Ah, don't want to talk about it right now....):
Is your room ever clean?
Yeah. Cos' if not Mom will scold.
Do you like being around a large group of friends, or a best friend?
Depends, if a large group of good people then I'll choose that one. Cos' I guess I'll be so awkward with my best friend.
Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
Not yet, I guess.
Have you ever asked a boy for advice?
Yesh. My brother :X
Are you ticklish?
What? Me? How should I knoow?
How often do you listen to music?
Everyday(:
Do you trust all your friends?
Not all.
When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
Not really.
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Nope.
Did you say "f--k" today?
Not say. Wrote yeah.
What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails ?
lip.
Look to the left. What catches your eye first?
Woot. My money plants :X *money.. money.. money...*
What was the last thing you ordered at Mcdonalds?
Err, McChicken burger.
Are you thinking about someone right now?
Yes I guess.
Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
Ya durh.
If the last person you kissed, saw you kissing someone else, would they be mad?
Of COS!
Are any of your close friends virgins?
Almost all are virgins LOL.
What are your plans for tomorrow?
Err, play computer.
How much money's in your bank account?
I don't know.
Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
Hmm, nope.
Woo. HeyHos. So how's weekend? Hahahaha, Omg. So random. (or not) Yeah, I'm so bored... Just repeating David Choi's By My Side song over and over again.. *sobs* so sad uh. Yeah, I want his album so badly~~ Do they sell it in Singapore? I guess not. Actually I can buy it through internet, but need to use nets and stuffs like that. Ugh. I have so many stuffs I want. Maybe I should... make a wishlist like Pat. Hehehehe, *grins* So, 'Down With Love' drama just finished yesterday. It's weird... And, Yang Duo's hair extention(or whatever its called) , is nice(: It's like jump till 6 years later, and they all get together, have a child bla bla. Well, overall the drama is nice. Heh.
So yesterday I was like so bored at home. Woke up in the morning, bath-ed , ate breakfast, play computer till my mum ask me to go out and buy food. So yeah, then ate and play computer again... Talk to my sis about albums she wanna buy, we plan to go to cathay or somewhere there to buy CDs ><; She want to buy Chris Brown's the exclusive thingy.. They say its clearance sale but its still expensive, $23... I want to see SUJU's.. the 3rd album. Ahh~ And if possible, David Choi's.
Ya ya ya ya ya, WYS. (whatever you say) So yeah, watched 18 Censored or not on YT.. It's funny. Heh, but started from episode 11 , Eeee, I guess you don't want to know. Nevermind. Bye. I'm just going to continue watching.
And yeah, will not be in Singapore from 1 June^^ Until 24th June. Hehehe, I guess I'll miss the class outing. Ah, W.eff (Whateff/WhatEver), I don't want to go anyways, cos' it's BBQ. I wanna go Theme Park! Feel like riding Roller Coaster :/
So SO , peace. BB~~
By my Side, David Choi... (:
I'm just listening to the clock go ticking,
I am waiting as the time goes by.
I think of you with every breath I take,
I need to feel your heartbeat next to mine.
You're all I see, in everything.
I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.
All the fears you feel inside,
and all the tears you cry,
they're ending right here.
I'll heal your heart and soul;
I'll keep you all so close.
Don't worry; I'll never let you go.
You're all I need, you're everything.
I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.
No one else will ever do.
I got a stubborn heart for you.
Call me crazy, but its true; I love you.
I didn't think that it would be,
you have made it clear to me.
You're all I need.
I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.
*sobs* ..... TT_____TT
The last 2 days...
Heyoo. Didn't post for 2 days, yeah. It'd been a busy 2 days. Heh, on thursday, 27 May.
In school, it was fine. Cleaned the Home Econ room. The stove was so rusty, wow. It's like so dirty. I mopped the floor, and when I came back its all dirty again. So I gave up on it.
Oh yea, and way before that, in the morning. Had 2 hours talk by the principal. At first he talked about attitude, and stuffs like that. About 2 girls in De Yi sec school got injured because of piercing.. Yeah. So after talking about those stuffs for like 67 minutes.. He went through the results. Sigh, 1E3 got the lowest. And, for Literature. Our class only has 30% passes. WTH right. Yeah I know. I failed too. Not to blame Mr.Keh, but ofcourse.. I don't really understand what he was teaching about Since we were his form class, he had to do alot of admin works.. Yeah, and times were spent like that. Hmm, I also didn't study hard enough for it. And. 1E1 only has 42% passes.... And Mr.Keh taught them too. I don't know why they got low marks... But 1E1 mostly get 90 ~ 100% passes. Argh. Anyways..
After school then , Fat , Shah , Pat and I went to Pat's house. watched 'Hostel 2006' M18... Woo. Guys don't watch it if you're under 18. But it's cool.. (: The story was hahaha, weird...? I guess the director should like, put in more details in some of the scenes. Yeah, then after that we went to her room and play her laptop. She went to the class blog. Oh god, she freaking change the blogskin. Seriously, I prefer the previous skin.... :/ So then my day is ruined and I went home with Shamira...
So yep. That's the end of day.
Yesterday, Friday 28 May.. Woke up at 8 in the morning, Then listen to songs for 30 minutes... Bathe-d and pack bla bla. Went out of my house at 10.35. Took MRT to SengKang. Didn't see shamira so went to the library, it was closed so I just return books. Called Shamira, she ask me to wait till her dad went out. Waited for 1 hours. Went to eat then, Went back and call her, still haven't go out yet.. It was like 1.40 ++ I went around Compass point. Probably people think I'm mad or something > <; Then went to Mini toons, Comic connection, Popular etc. Went back to the bus int and sit down to wait.. Waited till 3. She called me and ask her to go to her house =__=; My handphone had no prepaid then... lucky I got 10 free sms... Yeah, that wasn't the worst part. I went to her house. Roshin then followed us to watch movie. Sigh, they were like fighting.. Roshin act quite like Shah. Hehehe, I know Shah, you will say that it's totally not the same not even a little bit similar. But you can't see yourself... right? So so so, then took MRT to douby Ghaut (?) Went to PS and walked to Cathay. UGH. It was like already freaking 4.45 and the movie started. We missed it. So I smsed my mom whether I can go and watch the 6.30 one... Not allowed, that's the worst part. So I got so fed up I begged Shamira to at least cross the road with me since theres no zebra crossing. Yeah so Shah was like so tired and Roshin 'volunteered'. Halfway at the elavator, she asked me for $3 cos' later her mom finds out she's dead. Bla bla bla. She's even more scarier than Shah. OMG. Yeah then I gave her my mentos(es) *sigh* Then she was like, okay you cross the road yourself, I'm going back, Yeah Then I gave her a dollar and she cross the road with me ==; Then she went to cold storage and bought little stuffs with 1 dollars.. I guess. I went home, got scolded by my Mum. AAh, so frustrating. She didn't even know what really happen. I won't get kidnapped by her durh. So yeah, arrived home at like... 6.20?
Well, I wouldn't say that I regretted going out. I didn't go home while waiting for Shah cos' I didn't want to be at home. I'm probably gonna be ask to clean the room and stuffs like that. Sigh, so yeah.. today can't go out.. ): Got scolded yesterday rmb?
Yep yep. Then I wrote it in my new frustration book. And my one month diary about it ^^
And, yeah lastly. HUMAN BEINGS WHO WANT TO CHANGE THE CLASS BLOGSKIN, PLEASE MAKE A POST AND GIVE THE LINK OF THE WEBSITE. DON'T JUST CHANGE IT AND SAY YOU GOT MY PERMISSION. BABO. :/
Peace yea. Happy holidays. I don't know whether I should be sad or happy. Well, maybe more of happy? Cos I really don't feel like going to school and meet you people. > <;
BB *peace*
The Past and Present. Thanks for both.
Oh wee. I'm like so bored right now. Well, not exactly. I re-read my whole posts.. Yep. all 169 of them.
Just realised that time flies by faster than I thought.. From the first time I came to Greendale. Regretting and blaming myself for choosing this school until now, enjoying myself like I never did before. *sigh* happy memories in primary school... Lots of them. Now that we are separated from each other. We seldom keep in touch. Even with the best friends that I used to stick real close with.. Maybe like once a week, or more, or maybe even none, we chatted/called/facebook-ed each other. Yeah, I missed primary school, like.. lots. Having to learn new things together as a class, laughing together, enjoy times together, celebrate together, and even cry together. It hurts separating with them. I can't feel it during Graduation day. After the first day in Greendale memories just flashes back. Ugh, I know it's kinda late, I never said I love East View, my form class, 3.3, 4.2, 5.2...and my precious 6.2. My form teacher, Mdm.Wong. I used to dislike her, the way she teach me mathematics.. Those hateful memories disappeared. Looking at my new teachers in school, I'd rather be back in EV. Not saying that in Sec school is not good, some teachers are just.. the way they teach, is totally different. I'm not brave enough to talk to them and tell them that i don't understand. Maybe I will someday. When I get used to it. Uhh, I miss my friends ): When I first came to Greendale, I totally knew no one. Thanks to Shah, who smiled at me for the first time. Made me feel that I'm accepted. Then I started hanging out with Esther.. Because of the camp. She's kinda lonely as well. Haha. Yeah, days later, when we started studying as a class. I got to know more of them.. Started talking with Patricia. And hangs out with her almost all the time. She use to go together with Lydia, Fatin and some other. Weeks then, we started getting to know each other more. It felt like we were all long lost friends.. Then I got my nickname 'Kiwi'. Haha, nice memories. Eventhough we fought sometimes. We're still back together till now right? Even if some of you changed. Well, everyone changes. We can't change it. Even if we can, that's life. It's the fact of life. Thanks for being my friend. I know I may seem bad at times. You understands and helped me. You listened to my problems. Sometimes stay with me and listen. The heart-to-heart talks we used to have together. Thank YOU. (Yeah, for those who felt that way, for me...) The past and presents, let's just forget the bad things that happened to us. The pasts and presents, Thanks for both. Without you, it won't happen..
Ouwwhh, getting emotional. Well, I guess I should like stop here. My sister also wants to use the computer anyways.
~End. (: Love EV & GDL~ forever stays with me, for life^^
-Written @26May2010
Pissed. Result slips. :/
Woo. So yeah, HI. How's life? Hahaha.
Yep. Today was awesome, and not. Did icons for YOG stuffs. Did Rowing. Ugh, it was weird. Should have done better.. Then we watched Akeelah and the bee for about.. 20 minutes or so. Didn't finish it and went to class.
Teacher then collect some stuffs and discuss things like class outing etc, And at the last period, we finally got out report slip back. Sigh, I just felt more disappointed then I did when I got back my results (SA1 result).
Argh, I'm just super fed up that I got B4 for Art. And B3 for D&T. And guess what? Sharra got first in class. Cos' of her freaking ART and D&T and Moral stuffs. Shucks , I'm so pissed off. She got like.. A2 for art, which she only drew a calculator and some maths design in it. What the hell kay, I wasted my damn time.. Even Pat who like.. didn't do the art work get 50 marks kay! Not to say that Sharra don't deserve it.. UGGHH. I guess you might think that I'm bad or something now....! *sigh* Calm down kel, think positive, she's your friend.. maybe she just did a "FABULOUS" researches and explanation and shit like that. SO FREAKING STUPID!! I'm like being so angry for no important reason.
UHHHHH~ I feel like crying, I feel like.. changing school to CHIJ Toa Payoh and meet Angel, talk to her and stuffs ): Okay. My result slip. :/ Weird I passed my Math. Only happy for Math results though.. Literature was.. super bad. F9. See? It only improved by 2 marks. > <; AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I'm being so evil right now. I hope tomorrow will be just fine. Don't wish to see 'her' I guess she'll just brag about her marks and shit like that.
So Shami!!! If you are reading this... You got lots of A's dude(well, woman)! Congrats(: And.. Get well soon, hope to see you in school tomorrow, 27May2010 lools. Oh wait, don't tell me you are going to your auntie something stuffs.. > <; Uh nevermind.
So,,,, finally teacher gave the class the password and email for class blog, Phew, see?? We freaking DID , ALLOWED to know the password. Who says we can't. Oh yeah. Whateff. She/He freaking did. Sigh, I might seem 'evil' or 'sadistic' or whatever things you want to say. I'm just not in a freaking good mood can'?!
Uh, so . Peace ~ *peace* KefellyFy.
Oh waitie~ did you realised that I'mnow writing my blog entries shorter and shorter each day? ^^ Woo. Oh wait, must I be happy about it? I guess so? Uh, Idk.
HAVE A NICE LIFE. HUMANS.
'I know what you did last summer' heh.heh.heh.
Woo, so didn't post for like.. 2 days? Idk.
So, yesterday we received our exam paper back.
Sigh, quite disappointing for Maths and Literature though..
Failed them ):
Literature 10/30
While math failed by two marks.
Ahhh~ Went home and got scolded > <;
But at least the other paper's result is better.
Geography get 64/100
Well, weird.. highest I know is Fatin, 67.
Our class's Geography isn't good eh.
Umm..
English Compo get 18/30.
Situational Writing get 18/30
English paper 2 get 38/50.
Woo. so it's like 74/110.
Convert to percentage is like... 67%
It's like improved by.. 1 mark.
Yeah so. Science got second in class, 62/80
A bit disappointed cos' I made seriously silly mistakes.
Gosh. Highest is Dexter, Willson Lim, JunYan, and one more guy .. 63/80
At least reached my goal, A1 ^^
Yep Yep. So this week in school will be a bit into Art.
Did NE poster this morning.
We were like given only one hour and we're expected to finish it.
Sigh, I understand the question wrongly and did about stuff like.. racial harmony(?)
Anyways, we will get back out report book tomorrow.
I don't know how I should feel.
Ugh, no parents teacher meeting, it sucks cos' I want to have one. I don't know why, just do.
So that's probably all for today?
Nothing really happened. Slacked after school.
Planning to go out on Saturday with Elodia and Angel.
Elodia is free but Angel not so sure yet ehs.
And me... I haven't ask Mom yet.
Hmm..
Oh yeah.
Watched 'I'll know what you did last summer' at Patricia's house yesterday.
It was M18 cos' they say it was violence.
Haha, the movie was so weird.
It's like about this group of people pranking a guy by scaring him.
And then the guy is like so stupid that he used his skateboard on top of a building and jump down.
So then about one year later he started killing the people.
Ugh, weird.
It's not even scary.
So then after watching finished, we went to sing 'karaoke' without microphones ><;
It's fun(:
So after that went out of her house at like 5.30...?
And walked to CP from her house.
Walked with Shamira, she left me halfway.
I thought I'll get lost there. The road is like totally different from where I used to walk at with Fatin and Banhong that day....
So today they both were absent.
What happen...? > <;
Yeah. Peace Out *peace*
KELLY~~~(:
wee wee part 4...???
Lets start with a tricky one, what's the real reason to why you're upset right now?
I didn't even say that I'm upset :/ Well, I'm just scared that I'll get a (huge) scolding next week.
Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone
Yep. My Mom. I guess... It was long time ago XD
Do you find it easy to trust others?
Not really..
What were you doing at 11pm last night?
Err, sleep?
Last cartoon you watched?
Sid Kid!
Where?
at Home durh.
What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?
Stare at the person real fierce. Write in my so called note book about my bad day. And then cry.
Are you happy with the way things are?
Not in the moment,
I bet you kissed in the past 24 hours, right?
No duh.
You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life, what is it?
Water :/
Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
Hmm, yes I guess.
Can you text quickly?
Sort of..?
Do you always answer your texts?
Yesh. But if it's too late then I don't.
Do you live with both your mom and dad?
Mom only....
Is anyone else in the room with you?
Yesh.
Are you happier now? Or were you happier 4 months ago?
4 months ago.
Why?
Cos' I made new friends.....?
Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?
Yeaaahh
In the past week, have you cried?
Yeah.
Do you have a weird nickname that has nothing to do with your actual name?
Hmm.. Kelly Potter..? Kellycommunication..? Taiwan..? Curry...? Jelly...? Kiwi...? Dunno. Have lots.
Do you eat slow?
Yes I guess XD
Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
Nope(:
Do you believe that there's good in everybody?
I guess yea.
Have you kissed anyone with a tattoo before?
Noeeesss.
What side of a heart do you draw first?
Dunno. Depends at the angle I'm drawing at.
It's 4 in the morning, your phone rings, who is it?
Guess it's my Mom waking me up if she's at Indo. But not usually 4 in the morning.
Do you feel guilty about something right now, if yes what?
Uh.
When was the last time you laughed so hard you couldn't breathe?
A few days back I guess.
Why?
Chun Hee dropped slipped and fall and disappear while playing ball with Family Outing XD *laughs*
Who's the last person you cried in front of?
My Mom.
What did you do yesterday?
Play computer...
Why aren't you with the person you fell hardest for?
Uh, he's an idol eeeks,
List seven people you can tell pretty much anything to?
I don't really have 7 people.. But, pretty much anything is Dionne. My sister, well it depends. Maybe Patricia, Shamira, or even my brother....?
What were you doing at midnight last night ?
Sleeping -____-
Have you ever gone a whole day without eating?
Yeaassh
What are your weekend plans?
Play computer. Post stuffs until it reached 20 so I can watch subbed videos at BigBang.net (:
What do you need to be doing right now?
Nothing really.
Do you like your phone?
Yeah.
Are you afraid of roller coasters?
Not that much.
Don't you hate it when people go through your phone?
Not really.
Have you ever met someone who is amazing?
Uhh, I don't know. Show Luo? HAHAHAH~~!!
Do you believe you should change for someone?
I don't know. Yes I guess.
Do you know anyone who has the same last name as you, that you aren’t related?
YEAH!
What are your initials?
K.S.T.D.N.L ...?
Name something you would NOT tolerate in a relationship?
Betrayal..?
Is green your favorite color?
Sort of. Olive green(:
Is there anyone you couldn't live without?
Yesh of course.
Woo. So no school for like.. 4 days straight. Actually I need to go for the SYF rehearsal ): I'm to lazy to. How?? I maybe not even able to go to the opening. I need to go back to Indo. UUUGGHHH. I need to tell teacher but don't know how. If she'll like, call me later today, Idk what to do ~~ Ask my Mom to say I can't come for the SYF cos' I need to go back to Indo. Gah, Idk..
okok anyways, I'm like super bored. Nothing to do, other than so called upgrade my Soshified account. Saw 'Show Luo' yesterday. Woo. I was like, 'OMG. It's Show LUO!!' Well, yeah. My sis is like pinching my face. She say it went red > <; The mall was like super crowded until we want to take the lift, but the lift was filled with so much people then we decided to go to use the escalator. Since it was crowded, we went the other way and then realised it was a wrong way. So went back again, took the another escalator.
Weew. It was cool though. Keekekeke, lots of Taiwan stars came the CS Mall (: F.I.R did, oh yeah I saw them in person that day after my CCA. I was like waiting at the traffic light to cross the road. Then suddenly this van the windows all black came. Security guards is like surrounding it. Then they started coming out one by one > <; I was like omg, it's a star. smsed Pat but I guess she don't know who they are XD And then Ip Man's brother came also. Ip man is Bruce Lee's teacher mind you. I didn't see him though.. And now Show Luo. Wow. Sadly Korean stars go to IMM *sigh*
Yep Yep. So, Justin Bieber was on Channel 5. He BROKE his VOICE~~! WOOHOO~~ *celebration* It's just abit 'deep' and husky though. Still good. I was like playing computer, then suddenly 'And I was like.. Baby baby baby...' I looked at the TV screen, I saw Justin Bieber. 'Ohmy GOD! Justin Bieber! It's Justin Bieber right?? Oh tell Patricia' Go to msn and tell Patricia XD After awhile she also said that she was watching him. Hahah.
Yeah so, I guess I won't be like.. posting Kstars news anymore > <;
Oh wow. People who's going to the SYF is like online now... Banhong and LyeTeng online, chatting w/ me somemore. Duh. "Oh hihihi! Tell me Lalala~~ Love Love Love! Everybody Clap clap clap!"
Ye Ye Ye so , *peace* BYE.
woo woo part 1?(:
Wee~ Finished all my exams already(: *yay!* Did literature today, It was weird. Sort of regretted not reading Alice in wonderland book (lols) Cos' I totally got stuck there. Why not like give the story of Jack and the beanstalk? >.<;
So yep. Today after school went to PP and ate KFC there. Ate with Pat and Shah.
Then went home. Nothing happened much though.
You know I won't just end here right? So yeah. Actually it's better for you not to read.
> <; Cos I'm frustrated since in school. I know the person might be reading this now but yeah. it's just so stupid kay. What's wrong with me ******* stuffs in ** ****!!! you even freaking ask me to *** * ***! It's ** **** right?! WTH kay'. Can't you like think of how I feel?! If I said that to you you will feel bad also right? That's what I call 'critisizing'! I have a feeling that you don't like me anymore. I know, ya, whatever. You'll say you don't care bla bla bla. You always be like *ahem!* *****s! *******s! ***s! Oh ya whatever. LOOK AT YOURSELF! you even ****** yourself! Say what! "******** ********"?! whatever whatever whatever. I don't care if you don't like me and stuff. You said *** **** ***** ** ****** ****** . ARGH. But no matter what I somehow, weirdly, will think that ***'** * **** ***** ** **. Hope you'll be better. HAVE A NICE LIFE *****.
NOTE: The *** doesn't mean bad words.
Kay' I'm still frustrated about it. >.<; It's better cos' I'm able to like, write it down here. This is my blog. I post stuffs that I want here. Not happy? Don't need to look. I didn't ask you to.
So yep. I want to do other stuffs eh. Probably will be posting lots of notes from facebook. hahaha, yah I'm bored. Ask me get a life? Get a life on your own first ,human.
PEACE out/in whatever you want^^
KELLY ~~~(:
Oh ya btw, a number I remembered. A guy inside the MRT said it. I seriously memorised it so much till I remember it even right now. Might be wrong eh,
96063551 kekekeke. Ah, I feel weird :S
wee wee part 3(:
As you can see I'm uber bored right now.
So yea......
You found out that you were going to be a parent, what would you do?
Freak out.
Do you currently have a crush on someone? Or any feelings at all?
Nope.
What would you do if you walked in on your best friend having sex?
i'll walk as quietly as possible, If possible, I'll shout 'Oh SHOOT!' then run(:
Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your bf/gf? I could forgive my best friend but not my bf. >:(
What do you miss most about the past?
Ugghh. Pri school life.):
Did you kiss anyone this summer?
No.
Are you listening to music right now?
Yeah.
Is any part of you sad at all?
Yesh.
Do you miss someone right now?
Not really. Wish to be alone.
Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
Nope.
Which friend of yours is most similar to you?
Dee Dee, I think. Mentally(: Well, except that she's way cleverer than me. Hohoho.
What would be the first thing you would do with 100,000 dollars?
Uhh, buy a double decker bed. kekekeke.
Can you commit to one person?
Commit what?
Are you a mean person?
Not really.
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
Nope.
How bad are heartbreaks?
Broken hearts lerrh. It's so bad that you'll need surgery :/
Has a guy ever let you wear his jacket?
Noo.
Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
Siblings. ;P
Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
Ah, don't want to talk about it right now....):
Is your room ever clean?
Yeah. Cos' if not Mom will scold.
Do you like being around a large group of friends, or a best friend?
Depends, if a large group of good people then I'll choose that one. Cos' I guess I'll be so awkward with my best friend.
Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
Not yet, I guess.
Have you ever asked a boy for advice?
Yesh. My brother :X
Are you ticklish?
What? Me? How should I knoow?
How often do you listen to music?
Everyday(:
Do you trust all your friends?
Not all.
When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
Not really.
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Nope.
Did you say "f--k" today?
Not say. Wrote yeah.
What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails ?
lip.
Look to the left. What catches your eye first?
Woot. My money plants :X *money.. money.. money...*
What was the last thing you ordered at Mcdonalds?
Err, McChicken burger.
Are you thinking about someone right now?
Yes I guess.
Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
Ya durh.
If the last person you kissed, saw you kissing someone else, would they be mad?
Of COS!
Are any of your close friends virgins?
Almost all are virgins LOL.
What are your plans for tomorrow?
Err, play computer.
How much money's in your bank account?
I don't know.
Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
Hmm, nope.
tagboard.
Click 'GO' once, if it doesn't appear, refresh your page and it'll be there.
Is surrounded by people she loves.
A diehard fan of almost all Kpop stars
Particularly;
Super Junior
CNBlue
SS501
SNSD (Girls' Generation)
SHINee
Big Bang
